That night I passed by some old places. Everything looked the same way I left it, The same way I always loved and went crazy for. But that moment nothing felt the same; The light has gone and the sparks has dimmed in my eyes. It seems like those places has forever been colorless , but the colors were always there; deep in my eyes …
I’ve never been ashamed of my struggles, my breakdowns nor those moments where I felt the most chaotic, so damn unbalanced or anxious about all those things that have eaten me alive. I’ve never played the role of a victim because such a silly role has never been mine. on the contrary , I’ve always been my worst judge, my harshest critic, and if I have ever been a victim , I was the victim of my stupid decisions and my wrong choices of toxic people , environment that I’ll never belong to and paths that led me nowhere . I owe the world no apologies, all the apologies I really owe to myself for being so hard on myself in a world that has never made it any better nor showed any mercy on me …
One day He’ll come The one who knows what it means To be in love with a complete mess And still He’ll choose to love you in all the right Ways, The one who’ll make you believe in love Again, He will come And you won’t be even able to resist it …
We never regret the love we give, We regret giving it to the wrong people …
You were never meant to fight for the love you deserve It should have come your way effortlessly …
Need someone to always have your back? Try yourself...
Love is not supposed to keep you awake at night worrying if you’re good enough. It’s supposed to make you looking forward to wake up the next morning; telling the whole world how beautifully you’re loved And that you’re ready to go through this life no matter how hard it may get; because darling you have always been enough and you simply deserve the world ….
Hesitated and uncertain He left the doors behind him Half closed, Naively she kept them Half open Waiting for his hands to hold. But it’ll come the day when he comes knocking , looking for the coziness and calmness In her home. But she won’t be there! Because she closed that damn door hard, changed its locks, let go of him, and moved With her life …
May god embrace The mess in your head The chaos in your head And the flames in your eyes. For you were never meant to Be loved in pieces Neither chained Or even understood. You are a piece of art And a piece of art is only meant to be admired, Desired And kept away from anyone or anything that may mess with such kind of magic...
Only a man who is uncertain and insecure about himself will make you feel unworthy or that you don’t deserve to be fought for. A real man will always stay by your side, support you, encourage you to do better, and listen to you with every cell of his body. A real man will always remind you that you are more than enough; As if you were the one and the only thing he has ever prayed for…
Your heart knows how to heal itself , it’s your mind that fucks you up …
Angels keep weeping in her soul; For the way they couldn’t save her from herself nor the devilish things she does unwillingly love…
Never settle for an ordinary lover, never settle for less than you deserve, you are so worthy of being loved so passionately and madly. You deserve to be loved as whole with all your imperfections and flaws, you deserve someone who puts you first as if you were the only thing that matters, you deserve someone who will always choose to stay when you are on your lowest and you deserve someone who will always choose to love you even when you are not so lovable..
You will always be my favorite place to go …
So many reasons to hate and still I choose to love anyway...
